I’m sure you guys have figured out by now that I have been praying for a CNU hockey player (Ryan Dove, #9) for a few months now. God has been teaching me a lot, and one thing that He has been stressing recently is unshakable faith. I am so easily discouraged, y’all! I’ve only been praying for 6 months, and I’m already losing hope, wondering if Ryan will ever come to love the Lord. Shortly before I left for Canada, I was praying to God, wondering if my prayers were even doing anything. I know that God hears our prayers, but sometimes He says “no.” I know that He is sovereign and His plan is perfect, but I still hope that Ryan is saved. I don’t want God to say “no”! Anyway, I was praying a lot about whether or not my prayers really meant anything, if they were really doing anything. It’s hard to pray for someone you don’t know and can’t talk to! I have no idea where he’s at spiritually! So I was getting very frustrated.
But that does not justify me losing faith. I may not know where Ryan is at with his faith; but I do know how big my God is. I know that God is mighty to save, willing that none should perish, and sovereign over all creation. So why am I worried? If He wants to save Ryan, He will- I just need to be obedient in my call to pray for him.
Still, God knew that I was getting a little discouraged, and starting to doubt if I was even still being called to pray for Dove. So He gave me a little push in the right direction. He’s pretty great like that. ☺ On the ride up to Canada, I had been praying for Ryan a lot. The next day, we had to exchange our money over to the Canadian currency. I’m not sure how familiar you are with Canadian bills, but you should check out the $5 sometime. If you flip it over, you’ll notice that there are hockey players on the back. One of the hockey players has his back to the viewer, and he’s wearing a number on his jersey. What’s his number, you ask?
9. The same as Ryan Dove’s.
It may sound stupid, but that was so encouraging to me! I felt like God was confirming that I was still called to pray earnestly for Ryan, and that He was hearing my prayers. I may not know what’s going on in his life; I may not be able to talk to him, or invite him to church; but I can always be praying for him. And I know that God hears me. He may not answer the way I want him to, but He will hear me. And His answer will be perfect.
Danyelle, that is SO cool, don't let anything tell you otherwise. Let the little things encourage you, they point you on and keep you going strong.
ReplyDeleteI admire you so much for keeping this going. You inspire me to be a warrior, a prayer warrior.
and that's so neat you went to Toronto for a mission trip!
<3 Mary